On nightmares (Halten am See)

Despite my contemplation on happiness yesterday,today was not a happy day. I woke up from a nightmare I haven't had for years,and although I was able to laugh at it the moment I was awake,somehow it set the mood for the day.

Other people's nightmares include running to escape a persecutor,falling or finding oneself suddenly naked in a crowd. Mine are always about one theme:having forgotten to do something important and trying,in vain,to minimise the damage caused by it. Invariably,I wake up anguished and thinking that this time,I've really screwed things up.

Little surprise,then,that today's ride was marked with annoyances and delays. The route was winding through every farmyard, there were several heavy rains that my lousy so-called Goretex suit could not take so I had to wait them out,and I got lost inside a forest and was forced to turn back,something I loathe.

Still,I think the real reason for my bad mood is that instead of enjoying the ride,I am waiting for it to end.

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