Airport thoughts (Riga)

 Riga Airport, 7:25 am. After miraculously managing to sleep for full 3,5 hours and catching my first flight well before sunrise, now already killing time at this very familiar hub. The fact that it has been several years since I last flew into Riga only brings the memories closer.

It is good to sometimes be reminded of all the choices made in order to sustain this travelling tanguera lifestyle. Looking at all these "normal" people, on their way to a romantic getaway or a beach resort with their extended family, I become very aware of the years devoted to tango - and the toll they have taken.
Certainly, these have been intense, emotion-filled, deeply meaningful years. Although they didn't leave me with much to show for (if the frightening quantities of tango dresses and shoes aren't considered), they did store in me such wealth of experiences, such a reservoir of emotions at their fullest scale, that it simply must count for something.
Tango as a lifestyle is often exhausting, sometimes frustratingly meaningless, but just occasionally, life-changing. It comes at a high emotional and physical price - not to mention the constantly dwindling funds.
But if at the end of this life we are anyway left with nothing, at least we can truly say that we have lived it to the full.
Kaikki reaktiot:
Leeonardo Bartholomew, Mer Ja ja 93 muuta

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